'D said, said he was the one
and yes D said, she's in love with him.
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learning to love myself more
Monday, August 27, 2007, 4:57 AM
That day was named 14 of july.that snore we made,
those hugs we had,
that kiss you gave me on that cab.
everything happened like it was yesterday.
Now am i only left with a option,
to be your friend?
being alone all day at home,
silently hurting myself.
I think you have shown it perfectly now,
understanding and know what you are willing to do.
you said you be sad but i dont know.
At first i thought
But now i hope...
&& i forced myself
&& said that he really loves you more than i do.
Forced myself to leave you,
to make me or you? forget about everything.
You want me to cheer up
but it's hard on my part,
WHEN
I dont even want us to separate.
im trying so hard to fit that mask on my face,
to replace sadness with a smile.
But somehow it just doesn't fit.
i'm not born with a talent being with you and then accepting him.
You don't have to worry too much
Because i can manage on my own? (i don't know)
he showed himself and made us apart
&& slowly you walked away.
Understanding the importance of those five words
"i'll be there for you".
But when you're with him
do you feel it? (seems like a no)
Silently holding onto you
But why do i still want to hold onto you?
when i know i should be leaving,
maybe it's because i really don't have that skill
to remain silent so soon.
I really wish i can learn how to give you up,
BUT!
I know i love you so much.
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